Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in ihavestd's LiveJournal:

Friday, January 21st, 2005
6:25 pm	amazing i have met the most incredible person i could have ever imagined.. Current Mood: captivated =) Current Music: Lagwagon - Violins (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 18th, 2004
6:14 pm	im supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure, even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders, i am never supposed to show it, my crew ain't supposed to know it, im supposed to set an example, i need to be the leader, my crew looks for me to guide 'em, if some shit ever just pop off, im supposed to be beside 'em. damn im good Current Mood: sad :( Current Music: Big Sty - Lost 'N New York (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
4:14 pm	Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny. --Frank Outlaw Current Mood: optimistic Current Music: sugarcult - memory (Comment on this)
3:47 pm	$style(2) »» $network:{} - $iif($server == $null,$style(2)) $init_lang(Status,1) .$style(2) »» $init_lang(Status,2) ...:{} .- .$init_lang(Status,3):list .$init_lang(Status,4):lusers $iif($server == $null,$style(2)) $init_lang(Status,5) .$style(2) »» $init_lang(Status,6) ...:{} .- .&Message Of The Day:motd .&Time:time $iif($server == $null,$style(2)) &Whois:whois $$?="Enter Nick (e.g. Linus):" - $init_lang(Status,7) .$style(2) »» $init_lang(Status,8) ...:{} .- .$init_lang(Status,9):background -sc " $+ $sfile(C:\ $+ *.bmp, $init_lang(Status,10), $init_lang(Status,11)) $+ " .$init_lang(Status,12):background -sx .- .$init_lang(Status,13):background -sc themes\greyworld\start.png - $iif($server == $null,$style(2)) $init_lang(Status,14):disconnect - $init_lang(Status,15):exit $style(2) »» $network:{} - $iif($server == $null,$style(2)) $init_lang(Status,1) .$style(2) »» $init_lang(Status,2) ...:{} .- .$init_lang(Status,3):list .$init_lang(Status,4):lusers $iif($server == $null,$style(2)) $init_lang(Status,5) .$style(2) »» $init_lang(Status,6) ...:{} .- .&Message Of The Day:motd .&Time:time $iif($server == $null,$style(2)) &Whois:whois $$?="Enter Nick (e.g. Linus):" - $init_lang(Status,7) .$style(2) »» $init_lang(Status,8) ...:{} .- .$init_lang(Status,9):background -sc " $+ $sfile(C:\ $+ *.bmp, $init_lang(Status,10), $init_lang(Status,11)) $+ " .$init_lang(Status,12):background -sx .- .$init_lang(Status,13):background -sc themes\greyworld\start.png - $iif($server == $null,$style(2)) $init_lang(Status,14):disconnect - $init_lang(Status,15):exit $style(2) »» $network:{} - $iif($server == $null,$style(2)) $init_lang(Status,1) .$style(2) »» $init_lang(Status,2) ...:{} .- .$init_lang(Status,3):list .$init_lang(Status,4):lusers $iif($server == $null,$style(2)) $init_lang(Status,5) .$style(2) »» $init_lang(Status,6) ...:{} .- .&Message Of The Day:motd .&Time:time $iif($server == $null,$style(2)) &Whois:whois $$?="Enter Nick (e.g. Linus):" - $init_lang(Status,7) .$style(2) »» $init_lang(Status,8) ...:{} .- .$init_lang(Status,9):background -sc " $+ $sfile(C:\ $+ *.bmp, $init_lang(Status,10), $init_lang(Status,11)) $+ " .$init_lang(Status,12):background -sx .- .$init_lang(Status,13):background -sc themes\greyworld\start.png - $iif($server == $null,$style(2)) $init_lang(Status,14):disconnect - $init_lang(Status,15):exit $style(2) »» $network:{} - $iif($server == $null,$style(2)) $init_lang(Status,1) .$style(2) »» $init_lang(Status,2) ...:{} .- .$init_lang(Status,3):list .$init_lang(Status,4):lusers $iif($server == $null,$style(2)) $init_lang(Status,5) .$style(2) »» $init_lang(Status,6) ...:{} .- .&Message Of The Day:motd .&Time:time $iif($server == $null,$style(2)) &Whois:whois $$?="Enter Nick (e.g. Linus):" - $init_lang(Status,7) .$style(2) »» $init_lang(Status,8) ...:{} .- .$init_lang(Status,9):background -sc " $+ $sfile(C:\ $+ *.bmp, $init_lang(Status,10), $init_lang(Status,11)) $+ " .$init_lang(Status,12):background -sx .- .$init_lang(Status,13):background -sc themes\greyworld\start.png - $iif($server == $null,$style(2)) $init_lang(Status,14):disconnect - $init_lang(Status,15):exit Current Mood: flirty Current Music: madden 05 (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 23rd, 2004
3:33 pm	work sucks you're suckier im not i need to get some... fast Current Mood: LOol_ Current Music: bodyjar - not the same (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 16th, 2004
8:35 pm	i have a total of 2friends !! go me :) (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 31st, 2004
11:52 pm	Read it out loud, it will make more sense because I wrote it poorly one time i got mad at grasle, we always got along and what not. but grasle would say shit just to piss people off you know then he started doing it to me. So i just got furious you know. I was goin off on him cause i wasnt in the mood to fuck around so i just grabbed him and i started choking him and like 20 people are looking at me cause i was so mad and then grasle stood up and he was about to hit me and he says "DUDE....... WERE FUCKIN GAY" funny beacause i said so + its true Current Mood: quixotic Current Music: What the fuck does quixotic mean and Trick daddy - im a thug (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 21st, 2003
2:31 am	<- im super bored just checkin this out (2 Comments |Comment on this)